Family Ties

I fucking hate my mum and dad
They tried to kill me and my sister!
What the fuck is up with that?
[tell me about it]
but your mum's just a secretive kisser.

Speaking of, what the fuck was up with Fabian and Aelwyn,
Am I right?
I know- you know I'm not trying to be rude, but come on.
Just how is she anyone's type?

It's honestly gross, and I don't mean that lightly.
I know she's my sister, but she tried to fight me
And honestly? Probably kill me too!
[gasp] god, maybe that's why I'm so blue?

[Hey, can you pass me my meds? Think I'm getting a bit worked up]

Hey did I ever tell anyone about the time
My dad gave me my focus, I knew he was lying
When he told me he wanted me to be great
As if I could cast without losing my faith
And losing my cool, and finding disgrace

My mum was no better, as matter of fact.
She never defended, never cut me slack
she chose to ignore what she said to my face
and here I am left with all their reasons to hate me
there's so many reasons to hate me

[Adaine, listen- you can't think like that, I mean-]

Hey Fig? Look, I know it's a show.
Just a couple of assholes who spat on my goals
And all that I did at the end of the day
Was exist as a child to take out their hate
I know in my conscious mind that I am not wrong
I've been made perfectly in spite of my mom and my dad
And the way that they are
But it makes me so sad?
Like is that all they are?
Do I even need them?
No!
I've come so damn far....
Do I even need them, if that's all that they are?

No, I don't need my mom and dad
Fuck.
Is that so fucking sad?
[Oh, Adaine...]
It makes me fuckin mad
god, it makes me fuckin mad
god, it makes me fuckin sad
But I hate my mom and dad

oh.